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It's been nearly two years since Academy Award winner Jennifer Hudson's family members were tragically murdered in her hometown of Chicago on Oct. 24, 2008.

Last night, the former 'American Idol' finalist discussed her great loss on VH1's critically acclaimed 'Behind the Music.'

The show included intimate interviews with Hudson's sister Julia and several family friends, as well as some of Hudson's big-name Hollywood friends, such as her 'Secret Life of Bees' co-star Queen Latifah, 'American Idol' judge Randy Jackson, record company titan Clive Davis, R&B singer-producer Ne-Yo, iconic entertainer Whitney Houston and her 'Dreamgirls' co-star Jamie Foxx.

But the most poignant testimony on the horrific murders (of her mom, brother and nephew) came from Hudson herself.

"It was surreal," the Grammy Award-winning vocal powerhouse shared. "It was like I was outside of myself."

On October 24, 2008, Hudson's 57-year-old mother, Darnell Donnerson, and 29-year-old brother, Jason Hudson, were found shot to death inside the Chicago family home shared. An AMBER Alert was issued for Hudson's 7-year-old nephew, Julian King, after Hudson's sister, Julia Hudson, reported him missing. Later that day, Chicago police arrested a suspect, William Balfour, 27, Julia's estranged husband. Three days later, on October 27, 2008, the dead body of a young boy was found inside a 1994 Chevrolet Suburban parked on a street in Chicago's West Side area.

Balfour became the prime suspect on December 1, 2008, and was transferred into police custody. He was officially charged with three counts of first degree murder, one count of home invasion and was denied bail.

Balfour was indicted for the murders on December 30, 2008 and pleaded not guilty in a January 27, 2009 court appearance.

Hudson made her first public appearance singing 'The Star Spangled Banner' at 'Super Bowl XLIII' on Feb. 1 2009.

"I would pray when I got up in the morning and when I laid down at night," she reflected. "It was just two weeks straight with family and friends going in and out, and of course it was like 'Where's Jennifer?'

"I was pretty much secluded," the Arista Records singer said. "I didn't watch any TV. I remember being asked to do a film, and I said 'I don't know who I am right now. I can't be another character if I don't know who I am.'"

Then she had a breakthrough.

"I can't do this anymore and I knew if I sit down and dwell on it it will be harder," the star revealed.

The new Weight Watchers spokesperson said that her 2009 Grammy Awards performance of her single 'You Brought Me Through' was another moment that allowed her to get out and get back to her old self.

"I was definitely thinking of my family when I sung that song [and] I could hear my brother in my head like, 'You better kill this.'"

These days, as seen in the opening moments of the show, Hudson is happily raising her son, David, Jr. and gearing up to marry the father of her child, David Daniel Otunga, Jr., a Harvard-educated attorney who previously appeared on the VH1 reality show 'I Love New York.'

Every day, Hudson says, she gets a little stronger.

"In a way, my brother drives me in my music. My son reminds me of my nephew and being a mother reminds me of my mother, and in so many ways, I channel her because she was such a great mom," Hudson said.

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